If I don't get a valentine this year, I will be pissed. Just saying.

xx

T W E N T Y F I V E

things about me...

1) Making other people happy makes my day.

2) People get on my nerves VERY easily.

3) Being lied to hurts the most.

4) I'm never going to strive to be anything close to perfect.

5) I love Christmas and infomercials.

6) Other people's emotions rub off on me.

7) I wish I was naturally brilliant.

8) I'm glad that I make mistakes.

9) I am convinced that water has texture.

10) I'm a little bit obsessed with candles and bubble baths.

11) I don't know if love truly exists and it bothers me.

12) My mood determines everything. PERIOD.

13) I haven't had a nightmare since I've gotten a dreamcatcher.

14) I see 11:27 almost every night. I think it's a sign but I don't know for what yet.

15) I once received a text message from no one saying "Your eyes are bleeding, are you okay?" It still remains to creep me out and scare me like nothing else.

16) Major PDA makes me want to puke.

17) I love the rain and thunderstorms but I love hot sunshine too.

18) I'm into art.

19) I don't like to be normal.

20) People with the natural ability to make me laugh draw me in the most.

21) I admire people who are driven and have passions.

22) I thank God everyday for make up.

23) Alena has been my best friend since her first inhale.

24) I'm forever changing.

25) I usually don't learn from my mistakes.

I Am Yours To Keep

I'm just going to let myself fall. And hope that you're there. Worrying won't get me anywhere. You make me lose my breath despite the air. That's worth it to me. You're worth it. I'm not going to regret not letting myself fall into you.

I haven't got a clue if your the one, but I like you. And I like how you make me feel.

"Touch me, I might scream if you don't. Tighter, I might burst if you won't. Your arms which have held so many things but none like they hold me. Like a junkie with their last gram, a flower with it's smell, a drowning man, holding his one breath, you to me. If only I was as strong, you would be in my arms."

Shit, I think I might have a crush on you.

"I love Los Angeles. I love Hollywood. They're beautiful. Everybody's plastic, but I love plastic. I want to be plastic."

To You

The very word, "true love", makes you believe it exists... or maybe it makes you believe it's a made up dimension that only leads you to a hopeful downfall.

That hope is what makes me believe. Because I have to believe. Believe that there is someone out there who will make today better then yesterday, and tomorrow better then today.

I wonder who you are. Where you are. And when we'll finally collide. It's quite possible you don't know me yet and i don't know you. But you have already started to thread your destiny through mine. And the magnetism of the world will one day pull us together. To let us travel a journey through space and time... and love.

You don't know it yet, but I live for you. I create. Experience. Thrive. For who I'll be for you. And I will have just enough time to become the woman you'll inevitably love endlessly.

I'll promise you happiness before you know it. To protect you... guard you from pain and sorrow. Clear your path of obsticales with grace. And make the complicated, simple.

I can't create an image of who you are or what you're like. I have no expectations. Just love me regardless while I return the favor. Your existance and self worth will shatter my morals and standards. I will no longer need them, for you will be wonderful. You will capture my breath, my spirit, my soul with your intense marvel.

You're going to change me. Change what I believe in. And I am prepared to shape my destiny around yours.

I do not fear you. Or the arrival of you. I do not fear love or loving you. I do not fear the pain I could possibly aquire or the pain I could cause you. I do not fear the risks we'll have to take or the twisted road that may come. I only fear not loving you. Not knowing you. Not experiencing life and whatever may come with you.

But I have that hope in true love. Faith that you, and I, will come together one day and write a life story that is infinitely divine and outlives, space and time.