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i got out of school at 10:40 today and i get home and i'm really looking forward to smoking a bowl and relaxing and watching tv and then my dad gets home. so now i can't do that unless he leaves to go back to work. fuck life.

shit.

Dear Alena,

I'm really glad my weekends involve you. We're best friends and I only get to see you on weekends. That's why they are dedicated to you. Because it's lame how that's the only time I get to see you. And I can say, weekends with you are fun as fuck. And I usually don't remember them because we've become those girls we used to hate when we were 12. But hay, we're having fun not being sober so fuck it all.

I love you. Really. Don't ever die, live forever. Because as long as you're alive, I am too.

And it's a good thing no one really reads this blog or everyone would think we're lesbian. haha but of course we're not. We're best friends, sisters. And that's the best kind of love because it's the only kind that lasts forever. Because it's the only love with fighting for. Because we're best friends and we always have been, from the beginning and it's will be forever. Because it has to be, we have no choice. We're best friends for life and everyone has to accept that, even though I'm pretty sure everyone hates us. We have the best friendship and I actually truly believe that. There is no friendship that amounts to ours. I love you best friend. Really, I do.

lol chris is awkwardly is this

because alena made a post like she promised to...

this break was pretty awesome and sucky at the same time.

FRIDAY

• school then practice
• went to alena's
• ari came over to deliver the goods.
• pineapple express(best shit), sour D, og kush
• went to taco bell. the cheese quesadilla is legit.
• went back to alena's smoked then slept.

SATURDAY

• breakfast and shizznitz
• went to westside mall for christmas shopping
• toked on some random street near the mall
• went back to lena's
• had small kickback
• crossfaded? lol
• sesh
• HAPPYFACE

SUNDAY

• community service
• starbucks
• can't remember the rest of the day

MONDAY

• practice
• chill with ea
• locke game: really fucking scary. so ghetto. saw a guy with a tear drop tattoo
• go with ea to get the goods

TUESDAY

• doctors appointments
• go to eas
• get the extra goods
• smoke sesh/pillpoppers/monster
• trippin mad fucking ballz
• HAMSTERS????
• wtf...

WED-THURS

• shit and apps and nothing too fun

FRIDAY

• practice
• finish my apps and submit them
• go goodwill shopping!! :-) lovely finds: skirt, cute skanky shirt, fucking tight bomber jacket
• alena comes to pick my ass up
• target shopping!
• alena's house.
• sawtell stop to buy cigarettes, alcohol, and boba
• smoke sesh with alena and my second mama LOL
• watch movie which i don't remember what happened in it
• smoke then sleep?

SATURDAY

• breakfast
• smoke
• ari coming over.
• lemon D
• going with ari to pick up people and go places
• idk too high to know what's going on
• culver city
• taco bell
• home with alena
• huge sesh big bowls
• shots!
• too high/drunk to remember anything or why or what or when or anything

SUNDAY

• community service
• CVS
• dinner
• debating if i should smoke a bowl but i think i won't. :-)

i love not remembering what happened the night before and then the night before that and soon not remembering anything.

The bros

So there's this group of indie fuckers that i met and pretty much associated myself with during summer. I used to think they were somewhat alright. At least they didn't have lame ass parties with no alcohol or other drug usage. They had 40s and four lokos and vodka shots. Coke lines, marijuana, acid, ecstasy, and other pills.

They all met over summer and now it's like they're obsessed with each other. Completely obsessed. Like they had no friends before. Every time one of them posts a facebook status they all go and like it. Like really guys...you've known each other for three or four months...you aren't best friends. They're all sketchy people. They say they're such good friends but really none of them would go out of their way for one another. Most of them are just lame wannabe hipsters. They wear the clothes but if they didn't have a somewhat good sense of fashion, they'd all just be losers. They're obsessed with each other. It actually scares me. I mean I don't hate them. I actually quite like a few of them. They're just sketch as fuck.

tried something new last night...

:-D

you feel really fucking good.

I FEEL REALLY FUCKING GOOD.

so i started watching skins.

so

fucking

good

So tonight I went to see Paranormal Activity 2 (the Sequel) and when we parked the car, Syd forgot to roll up her window so we made sure all the windows were up. (Yes, this has to be stated). So we went to see the movie which was kind of scary. We screamed a few times and got a lot of dirty looks for making too much noise but it made the whole original Paranormal Activity make sense. Anyways during the movie, there was this part when the inside of the house gets destroyed and they think it was a brake-in but nothing was taken from the house. Then there was a part when shit happens and an 'R' sticker is taken from a name on the door. And lastly, there's a part where the daughter is playing the ouija board and it spells out 'pussy'.

Okay so when we got to the car, the window was open. Fucking open. When we closed it... And we literally spent 10 minutes freaking out and none of us would get in the car. Plus absolutely nothing was taken from the car. Not the ipod or the bags. So finally we sucked it up and got in the car. Then as we were driving out we drove passed the elevator sign but it said 'ESCALATOP'. The 'R' was partially missing and we all freaked the fuck out. Then when we put a song on, it scared the crap out of us and we all screamed. Then the song kept having the word 'pussy' in it which freaked us out even more. With all this shit happening right after seeing the movie I was literally so scared. I was on the verge of crying. Tonight was so scary.

Maybe the window was accidentally left open but I'm 99% sure it wasn't. I don't know. It's just really fucking creepy.

fucking cunt

really...you're going to get the exact same hair as me...like exactly the same...

first its trying to be my good friend

but you're so much younger. and you're immature. i'm just nice.

then it's knowing every single thing about me...

all my favorite stores, what i love, what i hate..and somehow trying to incorporate everything about me into your life.

then it's the words

then it's trying to dress like me...but you fail at that

then it's calling me bestfriend.

we aren't best friends

then it's obsessively talking about me with your friends

now it's the hair.

my hair. you've crossed the line

i made a huge mistake being so nice. even telling you a lot about what's going on in my life. it's like everything i ever told you, you have somehow made it into your life. a part of your life. you're starting to hook up with boys because i told you some of my stories...like really....this is getting annoying. but copying my hair...that's a bit much don't you think? i've had my hair like this for almost two years...everyone's going to know you copied mine. i love my hair and i'm not changing it so you better change yours.

get some originality bitch.