When I was little, my best friend and I would do the most horrible thing. We would get crickets and we would stick needles through them and wrap them up in saran wrap and freeze them. Apparently we even had a song we would sing while doing it, but I forgot how it went. It's the most disgusting, cruel, morbid, wicked thing we have ever done. I feel so horrible about it now. I think it's why we both have the worst of luck.

I'm so sorry little crickets that we killed. We're murderers. Maybe that's why I don't have the heart to kill any insects now. Either that or it's just because I think they are fucking gross.

TODAY IS MY BFIL, DANIEL KATZ'S BIRTHDAY!!!! 1, 2, WOOT WOOT!

(i know i look like shit, don't hate. it was really sunny at the beach)

watch. [click]

just because. LOLZ don't judge

ALL THAT GLITTERS AIN'T GOLD

I've created a tumblr!!!!

visit it: http://radioactivekitty.tumblr.com/

I'll still post here but I'll probably use tumblr more frequently as it's more convenient and quicker to use.

So, visit both! :-)

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stop being a creeper and suck a big one. <3

today in class my friend Connor helped me figure out what i am going to do for my final in art class. it's going to be a painting of the Mona Lisa but it's going to be pimped out with dreads, penciled eyebrows and extremely long eyelashes, teardrop tattoos, an "I heart LA" shirt, facial piercings, bling, some tattoos, including a "Leonardo" tattoo, and maybe a blunt or cigarette. good idea? i think so. i'm really excited to work on this.
this week is election week. my good friend is running for VP. we stayed up until 1 am last night/this morning working on her campaign and we still have more to do. i'm so exhausted so i'm going to peace the fuck out.

My kitty came home today but I received horrible news. I can't have any contact with her for 12 days. I have to stay 6 feet away from her so I don't get radiation. I literally feel like crying. This is going to be difficult as hell.

i'm really happy right now :-):-):-)

p.s. my baby's coming home tomorrow! fuckyeahh

my mom just called me fat

isn't that just the sweetest?

now i'm going to become increasingly more insecure. thanks, how peachy.

BABYBABY

i don't know what to do with myself without her around. i miss her mewing all the time and laying next to me and following me around the house and sleeping with me in my bed every night. it feels so weird without her being here with me.

prettymuch

"MY opinion is most relationships start out as lust because when you meet someone for the first time whether you realize it or not judgements are flying through your head, so your first initial reaction is based on the outer appearance. You can't love someone until you know who they are. And knowing who someone is takes a lot of time. A one second judgement holds your attention long enough to put in the time to get to know someone better, to eventually be able to love them."

prettymuch what i think.

the nice doctor sent this [weird] captioned picture of my kitty. she definitely doesn't look cozy to me, she looks sad and lonely. my poor baby. i really miss her. she was supposed to be able to come home sunday but i just found out she can't come home until wednesday. boo. and i can't even visit her )-: my other kitty misses her too. he keeps walking around the house like he's lost.

This morning I had to take my cat to the vet hospital because she has a hyperthyroid problem, which basically means she has a tumor in her throat. She has to receive a radiation injection to get rid of it. I can't see her until sunday at the least. And when she returns home I can't spend more than a hour with her at the most for twelve days :-( That is going to be extremely difficult considering she is always right next to me and sleeps with me every night. Anyways, while I was sitting in the waiting room, I saw about five men with their cats and I thought it was so cute. Guys think they should be all macho with their huge dogs but I appreciate sensitive men with cats. I need to find a man who loves cats.

HOLY SHIT. try this! [clickkkkkNOW]

the jerk.

Hey you, dragging the halo-
how about a holiday in the islands of grief?

Tongue is the word I wish to have with you.
Your eyes are so blue they leak.

Your legs are longer than a prisoner’s
last night on death row.
I’m filthier than the coal miner’s bathtub
and nastier than the breath of Charles Bukowski.

You’re a dirty little windshield.

I’m standing behind you on the subway,
hard as calculus. My breath
be sticking to your neck like graffiti.

I’m sitting opposite you in the bar,
waiting for you to uncross your boundaries.

I want to rip off your logic
and make passionate sense to you.

I want to ride in the swing of your hips.

My fingers will dig in you like quotation marks,
blazing your limbs into parts of speech.

But with me for a lover, you won’t need
catastrophes. What attracted me in the first place
will ultimately make me resent you.

I’ll start telling you lies,
and my lies will sparkle,
become the bad stars you chart your life by.

I’ll stare at other women so blatantly
you’ll hear my eyes peeling,

because sex with you is like Great Britain:
cold, groggy, and a little uptight.

Your bed is a big, soft calculator
where my problems multiply.

Your brain is a garage
I park my bullshit in, for free.

You’re not really my new girlfriend,
just another flop sequel of the first one,
who was based on the true story of my mother.

You’re so ugly I forgot how to spell.

I’ll cheat on you like a ninth grade math test,
break your heart just for the sound it makes.

You’re the ‘this’ we need to put an end to.
The more you apologize, the less I forgive you.

So how about it?

i really should be studying

my AP test is on friday. i'm fucked. on a high note, the past few days have been pretty chill and the weather has been really nice. it's a wonderful taste of summer, which i feel cannot arrive any sooner.