fuck expectations

i want a guy that makes me laugh

i want a guy that tells me i'm pretty when i look like a mess

i want a guy that opens the door for me

i want a guy that holds my hand

i want a guy that's spontaneous

i want a guy that's sensitive

i want a guy who will open up to me

i want a guy that plays with my hair

i want a guy with a nice sense of style

i want a guy that will put his arms around me

i want a guy that has pretty eyes

i want a guy that is smart

i want a guy that loves cats

i want a guy that doesn't judge

i want a guy with a good heart

i want a guy that respects me

i want a guy that will never hurt me

i want a guy who's not afraid to tell me the truth

i want a guy that will never be unfaithful

i want a guy my parents love

i want a guy that drives

i want a guy that is tall

i want a guy that is sweet

i want a guy that cares

i want a guy that tells me his secrets

i want a guy that listens

i want a guy that has good manners

i want a guy that's mature

i want a guy that doesn't like PDA

i want a guy that makes me smile

i want a guy that kisses well

i want a guy that's affectionate

i want a guy that makes me feel safe

i want a guy that kisses my forehead

i want a guy that plays guitar

i want a guy that sings

i want a guy that rides a Harley Davidson

i want a guy who knows who he is

i want a guy that has aspirations

i want a guy that will bring me flowers

i want a guy that treats me right

but mostly, i want a guy that crushes all these expectations and is completely un-perfect to the point where he is nothing less than perfect.

-> [click] STANDING CAT

We are all in the gutter, but some of us are looking at the stars.

last dance with mary jane

one more time to kill the pain

HAPPY FUCKING 4/20!!!!!!

p.s. i don't smoke marijuana

i want to pack up my bags and get into the car and drive away. i don't want to tell anyone where i'm going and just be on my own. come back when i feel ready. i just really need to escape everything.

it's kind of hard to see but the entire city is behind me and it's beautiful

13529.) I like crying. Crying feels good when you've held it in for so long.

"The worst thing a person can do is make someone fall for them when they have no intention of catching them."

totally explains my life perfectly

HAAAAAY

fuck you.

yeeeeahh.

DANKEST BROWNIES

fuckkkyeaaaaa

I honestly don't care anymore. don't dwell. whatever happens, happens.