Don't you think it should mean something when I still want you even after everything you've put me through? How I still think you're worth it knowing that you couldn't ever be everything I want? How I know we won't have much time for each other and that you'll never care as much as I want you to and how there will always be this gap of uncertainty, but I still would risk the pain for you?

I think that should mean quite a lot. And I just want to tell you now. Let it all out. Because it's starting to really kill me. I don't want to let it go and never have you again....