#pp i am just energy and my body is only the vessel
#pp i am just energy and i think that is beautiful
#pp i am just energy and i am beautiful
#pp i don’t need anyone to be happy
#pp i never thought i needed anyone to be happy
#pp but then i realized that i’m more dependent than i thought
#pp i used to be scared of commitment (and i still am)
#pp but now i’m more scared to be alone
#pp scared to be left with myself
#pp we both know we have so much growing to do
#pp i want to be okay with whatever directions we grow
#pp whether it’s together or apart i know we’ll always be there
#pp but it kills me to think of the paths apart
#pp even though i have so much life i want to live
#pp we depend on each other and maybe that makes us scared
#pp we need each other and maybe that keeps us strong
#pp i love you when i don’t say it
#pp i love you when you can’t say it
#pp we’re both fucked up but we’re fucked up together
#pp maybe that’s love
#pp maybe it isn’t
#pp i know you love me even when you can’t say it
#pp the good outweighs the bad
#pp by far (at least in my opinion)
#pp i wish you saw yourself in my eyes and i saw myself in yours
#pp maybe then we’d both be happy and perfectly in love
#pp i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i loved you i love you i think i think too much
#pp and that’s my problem
#pp because i want to be happy and i want to feel internal peace
#pp i know you do too
#pp but i have so much darkness
#pp and i love how comforting that darkness is
#pp i know you do too
#pp i don’t need anyone to be happy
#pp but i need you
#pp sometimes i don’t want to need you and sometimes i do
#pp i am just energy and so are you
#pp our bodies are only vessels
#pp we worry so much and try to find the answers to everything
#pp but it doesn’t even fucking matter
#pp we are just fucking energy
#pp i want to let it all go
#pp all of it
#pp i want to be okay with letting whatever happen happen
#pp some things aren’t meant to be discovered and everything needs to be let go
#pp we need to discover ourselves (together or alone)
#pp then we will find the peace we truly need
#pp i feel myself falling
#pp i feel myself drowning
#pp i thought i escaped this
#pp but i never do
#pp i want to liberate myself from myself
#pp i’m going to find my peace within my darkness
#pp i’m going to find my darkness within my peace
#pp and i’m going to help you do it too
#pp (if you let me)
