13529.) I like crying. Crying feels good when you've held it in for so long.

"The worst thing a person can do is make someone fall for them when they have no intention of catching them."

totally explains my life perfectly

HAAAAAY

fuck you.

yeeeeahh.

DANKEST BROWNIES

fuckkkyeaaaaa

I honestly don't care anymore. don't dwell. whatever happens, happens.

bubble bath and floating candles

and relaxing music to sooth my mind before i go out.

L O V E

so there's this blog that i discovered and i'm obsessed. it's absolutely beautiful. it brings you happiness, longing, sadness, tears, heart break, fulfillment, everything. here's an entry:

My body might be shallow to the touch
We don’t mind though,
Do we?
Do you?
These girls are inside-out
I hope you get me right side-in.

And I think of that one night,
Together, breathing, twisted
Beautiful.
You saying you think I’m beautiful.
I tried so hard not to Cry.

Singing, skinny love, in your car
Do you remember how we started?
Basements.

Never a tear touched my pillow then
So how come now, when everything is perfect
I wake up crying?
I think,
What will I do…
When this is over.

I told you once that I like how we do things.
No months.
You told me we do things right.
Well,
I think we should celebrate.

We are only this young for so many twisted nights.
I want you to have them.
I want you to have it.
Why am I crying, and
Why am I afraid to say
I love you? You know I do.

and another:

I don't really know how to start this but i wanted to add a different type of love.

I have for the past 2 years been seriously ill,
i have had to give up everything that makes me,
such as my education,my freedom,my past times and my friends.

I don't think i could have had the will power to keep going on
if it wasn't from the support of my mum.

She is the one who takes me too and from the hospital.

She is the one who comforts me when i am in pain.

She is the one i tell everything too.

She is the one who believes in me and never doubts me.

She is the one who seen me at my lowest points and still tells me i look beautiful.

She is always there for me when ever i need her.

She is my best friend in the whole world.

I love her too pieces

I didn't realized till recently how incredibly lucky i am to have her.

good morning/afternoon!

this is what i wake up to every morning :-)

it's fucking spring break b1+ch3$!!!!

Do you ever have that weird feeling right below your breasts and right above your bellybutton? That gut-feeing almost. That indescribable but powerful unsettling feeling? Yeah, I have that right now and I hate it.

Peoples' emotions really rub off on me. The past few days I've been helping my friend out with some drama and sorts. The negative, depressed feelings exert off of him and attach on to me. The past couple days have been bummers. Although, today I can't really complain. I played in a moon-bounce with my girls. I felt like a kid again and it was the best freedom I could feel.

I want this.

with you...